Curbside Convenience

Sitting “curbside” at a grocery store, my wait time dragged as I closely monitored the doorway where the delivery personnel came and went.  My online grocery order was now ten minutes past the time I expected. Aggravation bloomed, and a decided irritation sat down beside me. As the worker finally started putting groceries into my trunk/ car boot. A notification on my phone asked me to take a short customer satisfaction survey, and I was more than ready to weigh in. I efficiently responded with all my irritation before the worker finished and closed the trunk.

Additional Information

Upon arriving home, I noticed the employee had carefully placed all my frozen items in a cooler bag she noticed in my trunk. Other non-perishables had been carefully separated into yet another bag. Larger objects carefully nestled on the outer edge. This made unloading the groceries at my house easy.

Would I have given the same rating after I noticed all the care and consideration this worker had put into her work?

Could I see now why she had been running behind?

My Urge to Evaluate

My inbox overflows with customer satisfaction surveys, hoping to quantify my experience in a store, at a local restaurant, or even with a medical professional. These queries feed my urge to evaluate. The questions seek to weigh and measure my perception. How well my needs were met, and how much value I believe I received. Unfortunately, I tend to fill those out when I am not happy.

Sadly, it is far too easy to conclude that I am dissatisfied in a world that tries to convince me that there is much more for me to have. Our culture celebrates my right to receive everything I am owed on time and in the ways I expect.

Sometimes, my default setting is to complain.

How Can I Shift My Perspective?

Psalm 65 celebrates the deep soul-tending satisfaction that can only be found in the presence of the Lord.

1 Praise is due to you, O God, in Zion, and to you shall vows be performed.

2 O you who hear prayer, to you shall all flesh come.

3 When iniquities prevail against me, you atone for our transgressions.

4 Blessed is the one you choose and bring near, to dwell in your courts! We shall be satisfied with the goodness of your house, the holiness of your temple!

(Psalm 65:1-4 ESV)

The psalmist reminds me that I owe God a debt of praise and fulfillment of my promises because He alone is worthy of my worship and promises. (vs. 1)

• He faithfully hears my prayers when spoken aloud in the sanctuary and when I whisper in the dark of the night. Everyone can come to Him in prayer. (vs. 2)

• He creates order in my heart with atonement for my sins. He provides a way for me to be reconciled to Him through Jesus. (vs.3)

• My heart and mind are soothed by spending time in His presence. To a world that says I might never have enough, I can declare the satisfaction refilling me daily when I take time to be with God. (V.4)

How Can I Adjust My Posture?

5 By awesome deeds you answer us with righteousness, O God of our salvation, the hope of all the ends of the earth and of the farthest seas;

6 the one who by his strength established the mountains, being girded with might;

7 who stills the roaring of the seas, the roaring of their waves, the tumult of the peoples,

8 so that those who dwell at the ends of the earth are in awe at your signs. You make the going out of the morning and the evening to shout for joy.

(Psalm 65:5-8 ESV)

• I can live in a posture of hope despite the daily news updates. God will answer every question of this world with righteousness. (Vs. 5)

• The one who established the highest and most extensive mountain ranges uses His might to control the roaring seas, the crashing waves, and especially turmoil amongst his people on Earth. There will be wars, but He can redeem damage created by forces and violence surrounding us. (vs. 6 &7)

• Across the entire expanse of the world, God displays signs and wonders that testify about His power and might, and we cheer him on. (vs.8)

How Can I Choose Gratitude and Praise?

9 You visit the earth and water it; you greatly enrich it; the river of God is full of water; you provide their grain, for so you have prepared it.

10 You water its furrows abundantly, settling its ridges, softening it with showers, and blessing its growth.

11 You crown the year with your bounty; your wagon tracks overflow with abundance.

12 The pastures of the wilderness overflow, the hills gird themselves with joy,

13 the meadows clothe themselves with flocks, the valleys deck themselves with grain, they shout and sing together for joy.

(Psalm 65:9-13 ESV)

• God brings the water, the grain, the blessings, and the growth to this Earth. (Vs. 9-10)

• Bounty, overflow, abundance, and joy break out when God passes by. I can respond with joyful singing and praise whenever I see God’s abundance displayed in His creation. (vs 11-13)

Ironically, I can remember sitting curbside at the same store I mentioned above a few years ago.  As the worker delivered my groceries while I sat comfortably in my car, I vividly recall my gratefulness. This store provided the service for free, which I needed in that season.

Perhaps focusing on all God has done for me could refill my soul with an abiding satisfaction. Then, there would be scarcely room for complaining about what I didn’t have or didn’t get when I wanted it.

Prayer

Lord, teach me how to grow and nurture greater satisfaction in my heart and mind. Thank you for all you have done to reveal that to me. Thank you for all you have freely given to me. Help me to walk in that truth today. In Jesus’ name, Amen.